disappointing day.
Long story but somehow it didn't turn out the way I want it to be. 4 years and it ended just.like.that. wasted my endless nights writing letters. sigh.

okay nvm. a new year is coming.

Appassionata IX is over. What should I say and how should I feel? Mixed feelings within me. Think that somehow I screwed today's concert. I got no idea why but I jut couldn't concentrate fully. Everything ended so quickly. It's like I still have the anticipation for concert and got the impression that there's band, band and more band coming up. Weird.

Trombone reunion today. Almost everyone came back! nice feeling. I thought that shinni wouldnt come at all but who knows, she appeared in the middle of nowhere and oh my! I was dumbfounded. I am starting to feel exhaustion. tired. I want to sleep but dont exactly feel like sleeping at all. nvm shall thank those ppl who got me stuff today!

First of all i wanna thank james! my xiao bai! haha. really a good friend of mine and i can whine in front of him and he will just say aiya, nvm one la, no one knows that u played wrongly. haha. and thank him for his soaked wet chocolate. Thanks for coming coz i guessed you're the only one friend of mine that came to watch. Mmm. thank my juniors, xiaojun, john, sheryl, shinni, rochelle and two other flowers i forgot from who already. but still thanks! Also thank eugenia for her card, cinders for her choc, sy for her choc, YUMIN for her choc n card, yasi for her choc, shimin for her card. I hope i didnt leave anyone out.

Really miss shinni n rochelle. They're like our ancestors! haha and they brought us so much laughters! yes! SIGH. I am getting pessimistic. Thank you MONICA for being such a wonderful section mate! four years together and I'm really glad to have you around coz you're always the one reassuring us that things will be fine n stuff. you rawk girl! Must come back next time. I will miss playing with you. Have fun back in burma!

I still feel emptiness. WHY. Sudenly I realised everything is like a dream. A dream that has vanished into thin air. Bubbles of memories left lingering around. Bits and pieces like a jigsaw puzzle waiting to be solved. I dont know. Brain dead. Couldnt think anymore. 2 more weeks of holidays and thats it. o wells.

appassionata IX tmr.
play it well. end it nicely.

OMG.
I am so tired. and i am screwing up many many things. sorry everyone. One day i should just stay at home and not do anything but to rest.

ARGHH.

fun day out!

Mmm i went to climb bt timah hill today! haha. why would anyone be so free to go climb bt timah hill? lol. Went there with a special someone. Almost fell down but glad there's someone to hold me still.

Alumni prac. nice feeling. the band was very big, apart from my section, with only rochelle, sunyang and me! Haven't played with them for SUPER LONG. so each of us took one part and its so fun counting the NUMEROUS rest bars we have. so many BBB came back. miss them lots. pity that shinni is not in singapore and cant join us for concert. miss shinni the chio bu! =)

next week gonna be a band week again. Yawns.

I am finally updating. Busy with band and more band. o wells. reminded me of my past dec holidays where my life circulated around band and only band. Come to think of it, I've grown. haha. the feeing of playing in a band is so much different now, being a senior as compared to a junior.

Somehow I didn't pass down all that my seniors taught me. Nvm. Counting down to 16th dec and I will really leave ny without regret, because the concert marks the end of my secondary sch life.

Oh i receeived a letter from deaf association. haha finally after so long. But the orientation is in january so I gotta wait some time. Bored at home.

RAHHHHHHHHH!