new year is coming. not surviving very very well. still dont know where I am heading. learning to be even more independent..

For once, I am home when the sky is still bright. haha. Miss the feeling of being at home. Been out everyday till quite late. Yawns. I am tired! So many things to do and I am gonna die soon. o wells. I am 17 already! sounds old. haha. I MISS NY. such a wonderful place.. hur hur.. X)

Jc orientation finally ended tonight with a dance party! Quite fun I should say. Nj mass dance is simple yet nice. haha.. and my class got quite a few people who can really dance! unlike me. Played with mud, water, rain, soap and many others and I FELT STINKY all day! glad that I am clean now (:

Tiring but actually my class quite okay. Had outing yesterday night at marche. Brokee. Must try to save money already. Mmm. My back is really tired. I WANT MASSAGE. I want someone to massage for me.

Things have somewhat settled down. Wonder how's life gonna be in just the next few weeks. Uncertainty. Still trying to adapt to all the new changes. Well. I still don't really know how my life will continue to change but shall just let things take its own place.

happiee new year!

People who are free please go and read the Da Vinci Code. Its thrilling. good book! Mmm it's a new year. What do I wish for? 4 things. haha. Family, friends, studies and one more thing. =)

go figure.