Scream.

I don't feel right. Perhaps the more I give in, the more vulnerable I feel. I don't like this feeling.

Yes. so recess week is almost gone! I went pasir ris chalet yesterday for rsphi foc.it took me awhile to wake up in the wee hours of the morning and travel all the way from bb to pasir ris and I guss it is all worthwhile =) really got to know more people and it did make everyone feel more comfortable with each other. When i was there, I couldn't help but to recall the nbs camp! the place where everyone didn't sleep just to talk to each other and stuff. I wouldn't forget this lifetime experience I guess.

went changi last saturday and so many things have changed. I was there with him once somewhere last year too! As we walked around we stopped at BK to see all student mugging there. I feel very sad that Singapore students are so ignorant coz they simply hog all the seats and denied tourists the chance to rest. *ouch*

RAH! I HATE ASSIGNMENTS n PRESENTATONS. someone please give me the magical power to do well for everything. ha.

I am appalled by what happened today.

Yesterday was a fulfilling day. I figured that Thursday is my most-packed day because I have lessons from 8.30am to 6.30pm. It's really quite hard to stay awake throughout the day! gosh! but I am glad that both OB&D and IT lessons are fun and entertaining!

I was busy trying to settle mooncake orders yesterday and next week I will be busy delivering mooncakes!! haha thank you all for supporting me =) you guys rawk my world. Not to mention, I must thank yy for being such a superb CGL to be! Thanks kenneth, jh, al, qiqi, ming, mf, samuel+lyn+Alan+rachelle & justin for buying mooncakes from me! :D

Yes. By the time COR meeting ended at night, it was already 10 plus. As we were discussing with camp mottos, I realized that both my mottos have very deep meaning.

1) Unspoken trust forges friendship for life
2) Embrace the future - this is all where it starts

Even though I thought of these 2 mottos within a short time, what went through my mind was how HI felt through their journey in life. haha anyway! it's time for programmers to JIAYOU!!! we must make a good itinerary! =) I sincerely pray hard for Thailand to stop all protest and end the state of emergency so that I can go there!!

*prays*

As I travelled home, I realized that someone has awakened the hidden band passion within me. I reminisce the past where I was a crazy girl over band and that I will jump and smile everyday in school during band prac!! haha. And because of the fact that I sit at the last row, I ALWAYS sway to the music when I am resting and Josephine will say that im SIAO. Mm. I wanna be immersed in music again, but I am not too sure of how things will go. Next sememter, if possible, I would like to play at NIE- purely for the interest and the passion and nothing else. I find it quite amazing that someone can actually make me open up a little for I haven't really found crazy people in NTU to make me behave the way I do in NJ.

OKAYYYY. time for work. I am gonna play lanterns tmr =) yay!!

Had a discussion with an old friend and there's always so much to talk about! =) In reality, everyone just got to embrace the future with open arms, to accept what's coming our way and to deal with them effectively.

it's has been a cold and rainy night tonight.. I wonder who's gonna keep the souls warm. I am glad that things appear to be okay on the outside but will the person really be alright? this is not something that an ordinary someone can handle.. it takes courage, and strength to brave through the situation.. I pray for things to go well for you!

I am tired! but I felt very accomplished today =)

Freak!!

This is damn irritating. I almost couldn't remember how they(or rather,only him) spoilt my entire day just one week ago.

>.<

Okay. I shall be ignorant for the time being. If they're good, we are SO gonna be BETTER than them.