To all my friends, please don't get my any present for my birthday (: If you really want to give me something, give me your heart and stand by me everytime. I Hope that all the existing friendships will last long. that's all I ask for. nothing more than that..

I just went to a few people's blog and somehow memories from my secondary school days started streaming in. Well. The most impactful one is probably the maddies' blog. I envy the friendship that exists between them! They are probably the most crazy and fun people that you can ever find on earth. i miss them. really miss them lots.

Well. I certainly do miss everything about ny. my class and my bandees. Sweet and bitter memories. Just glad that I still have a few people that I am still in contact with. Sometimes I wonder how long will we last? I will try to make the best out of it I guess. As we grow our lives change. It's really hard to accommodate to each other's schedule and put in adequate effort to sustain what we have now.

Band prac is increasing. the band sounded weird today. Somehow I miss that small and cozy little band that we once used to have. For some unknown reason, I am able to flutter tongue today! we were given a piece and it requires flutter tongueing. So I just tried and it came out! I was stunned. coz I had been trying for 5 years and I couldnt do it at all! Mmm. it gave me a headache though. haha. shall improve on my playing.

I looked around me and realized all the responsibilities bestowed on me. Will I fulfill all of them? I certainly hope so coz I do not wish to disappoint anyone, not myself for the very least. This is probably a year that I want everything to be smooth sailing.

I dare not look into the future. it's bleak. I am afraid to enter the future.