ok. since my comp is still on. i shall write something. mmm. often a time I wonder why this world is filled with people. weird people. i never understand how these people think and I am still not able to understand them even till now. why izzit that some people can live their life in such a way that happiness fills their lives every single day while some people grumble and complain about the screwed up life they've got. studying people is not a easy thing. You are not the person and therefore there's not way you can FEEL for that person, moreover to understand that person's thoughts. Its simply amazing how some people managed to hide themselves and act differently in front of different people.

everyone has split personality. even me. there's no way one can deny that she or he doesnt have split personality. it's a scary thing. yes.the world is getting freaky and people are living in the world of isolation. they detach themselves from the living world and wanted to be alone. Mmmm. Alone in the darkness? i dont know. Why do people always see things in a sophisticated manner? Actually, life can be simple if you want it to be. The world aint getting anywhere if everyone ignores the reality. Why are people afraid of facing the fact. izzit because of their guilty conscience? Or do they simply do not give a damn about anything.

Someone once asked me what im afraid of. and i said everything. hah its true. everything comes with fear. Im not too sure about that. maybe because i hate changes. i nv like last minute changes and i think it simply screw things and thinkings up.

brain dead. i cant think much now. not anymore. maybe its a good sign that brain cells die. for one can forget things. forget memories that one would wanna wash away forever..