somehow i think i've grown into an emotionless creature. Nothing excites me. everything comes to a standstill and i got no feelings for anything. almost everything that is. I dont know. Maybe this is just part of life and everyone gotta bear with it.

Its just weird. my tears dont drop anymore. even for things which meant quite alot to me, especially in the past, seemed to be quite meaningless now. I have got no feelings. dead. I'm not exactly remorseful. think its because im just a living zombie moving about without knowing where im heading. lost the will to lotsa things. Sometimes i really wonder how people change. some for the better. some for the worse.

Hmmm. this sucks.