i've learnt. learnt so much today.

maybe i should really change the way of how i see things. Something simple and yet it can mean a lot. today mr tham, dont know how you spell that, came to our band again. he's simply amazing. he told us a story and did wonders. for the very first time, i actually felt something for the song. and so did many others. i dont know how he did that but all of us were so touched by it. the emotions finally came out. wonder if it will stay.

realized that i really love nycb, as well as my batch mates. had a simple day out and it set me wondering whats gonna happen after four more days. does it marks the end of my 4 years of band life? how would my section do and will i still be what i used to be? *shrugs* all of us kinda cant imagine how time really flies. 4 more days and it aint a lot of time. i should really buck up and put more effort. yes i will. such that i can leave this band without any regrets. Mmmm. also. no matter what the result is on wednesday, i wanna everyone to know that we've gotten the gold in our hearts. the gold that we yearns for. yes. its already in us. but please do not get complacent.

sometimes in life i think we just gotta really treasure everything. treasure it before it is gone. people as well. hmmm. im tired. really tired. hope i will survive through the next few days. yes. and everything will start afresh. banders please jiayou too! all of you've worked hard. a little bit more and everything will be over! take care !