mmmm. brain dead. i seriously do not know what i am doing or what i should be doing. As much as i wanna hide, the problem stays. I dont deny that Im happier this few days but certain things still cant be changed. booo.

o today, the Indonesian guy came again. he came 2 years ago and now he's back.. haha.. i can still remember him.. he's damn comical and funny!.. hmm. a singer? and a choir conductor.. and its cool.. haha.. yay. he brought laughters. =) thank you.